Silence

Well I've gone a month and a half without blogging and I'm sorry. Where to begin alot has happened. The first week of April I found out I was miscarrying. It's been tough but I have gotten past it and I'm moving on. I am still sad about it, who wouldn't be. It was tough delivering the news to the kids. Lexi was really upset, Mikey was ok, it didn't seem to bother him. Kaylee thought Mommy was just playing, she didn't believe it and every now and then she will ask if the baby is in my belly. I have to tell her no the baby went to heaven to be with Jesus, and maybe one day we will have a baby. I'm still unsure whether I want to try again. I do want another baby but it will be so hard if I miscarry again.
I've been dealing with insurance stuff that is driving me crazy. The kids insurance and my own. At the moment I have no documentation showing the kids are on insurance. I really hope that we know something soon.
Work has been rocky, they cut back on hours which was hurting us. Now we are three people short so my hours have gone back up, thankfully. I will welcome more hours.
The kids only have six more days left for the school year. I'm happy but not ready. I do not look forward to all the fights. I hope maybe just maybe they will behave this summer. I want little to no fights.
Kaylee's last day of school is tomorrow, but she will start summer school sometime in June. I hope it will be the second week of June. Lisa, Milo and Reese will be coming home May 31st to June 10th and I can't wait. I'm so excited to see them. We already have a trip planned to the zoo and I hope its not too bad heat wise. It will be lots of water and sunscreen I'm sure.
My dad was in a motorcycle wreck a few weeks back. He was riding along and a driver on the other side of the road decided he was going to u-turn and didn't even see my dad. My dad tried to swerve but couldn't and ended up hitting the guys bumper, the force made him fly over the windshield. He ended up with alot of bumps and bruises and a broken ankle. Last week he had surgery on his ankle and had screws put in. He's been in alot of pain, but I think he is on the mend now. Tuesday this week he had a follow up and he is healing well. The insurance adjuster totaled his motorcycle, whats bad is he had only had the motorcycle for 2 weeks when the wreck happened. So he will be without a motorcycle for quite sometime. He's hired an attorney and is getting everything taken care of. He will also be out of work for at least 12 weeks.